A Letter from a Mummy

I love you without requisite

I write your name since 3 years before you born

You have never been asked to be mine

You can’t choose me to be your mummy

But me, hopefully you to be mine

Allah grants you as my heart life

 

If I look to the last, you accompany me in my belly

Accompany our hard time, hard burden, hard pressure

Such a strong fetus and live on and on while others fetuses are  not survive

 

I’m not a perfect mom but I wanna be the best mom for you as I can

Sometime, I do something wrong to you just because I don’t learn your life span first

I’m not sensitive  that time

 

As you grow up,  I need to learn about your need scientificly

Sometime, you say to me ‘’let’s read this fable’’

‘’Mom, can you demonstrate this movement likes my body movement?’’

‘’help me, mummy’’

‘’Mom, accompany me to that store !’’

 

Ya ! those statements between my busy time

My beautiful Qaway…….

If I tell you ‘’I love you without requisite’’ for one thousand time in a day

You would know that my love for you that big

But word has never enough

I need an exact act to show you that I love you

 

In future……..

I wanna accept you without requisite

Appreciate you as a person

I don’t want to print you to be that and to be this

I don’t want to press you to be another

 

For me, your happiness your health is number one

But, let me to give you some advice

Be a pious woman

Be a great wife

Be the best mom

 

My daughter, in this cruel world……No !

World is best place to develop your interest and your aptitude

World is best place to make best preparation for your akhirah

World is good place to have a me time and a relax

 

My beautiful Qaway…..

Once again, I love you without requisite

I love you more and more

My daughter, forgive me if I hurt you

Forgive me if I scream to you

Forgive me if I that hard to raise you

Forgive me if I disciplined you since this your young age

Once again, my love for you is everlasting and without requisite